Should've said no.

Don't ever do something sexual with a guy if you don't want to. You know, it's not right. They've got a girlfriend, or because you just want to feel wanted. I use to think if you'd have sex with a guy, it'd make him stay, or I wanted to feel appreciated and wanted, so I'd do something with him I knew in my heart I didn't want to. It's better to realize sooner than later, that sexual things won't make him stay. If they want that stuff soon, or barely knowing you, then that's ALL they want. They aren't in it for the long run. They'll fuck you and leave, or keep coming back for more from you cause they know you'll give it to them... They use you for their own personal pleasure. They may act sweet and like they care, but it's just an act to get what they want from you. But what happens when you turn them down? The truth is, they could get you pregnant and not even have the decency to buy you the Plan B. Oh, and the whole "I won't tell anyone about this", TOTAL LIE. Chances are, behind your back he's bragging about how easy you are and how you expect nothing from him in return. His friends will call you a whore, and he'll gladly agree. Even if it's not the truth, you really just have zero self esteem, and won't even enjoy it, you come off as that way though. And what if he has a girlfriend? He probably won't ever tell her, and you think nothing of it at the moment, but put yourself in her shoes, if it was you who were dating him, and someone was screwing him behind your back, you'd wanna know and you'd deserve to know, right? Yes, it's mostly his fault since he's dating her, but you took part in it, you helped make it happen. If he cheats on her, he'd do the same exact thing to you. Point is, I wish I had the knowledge that I do now about this instead of having to find out the hard way. Your virginity is something you can NEVER get back. So please, don't be like me. Be smart and save it for someone special. Make them wait until you're ready, and if they won't, then that shows you what kind of person they are and that you need to find someone who respects your morales, and mostly, your heart.

"Being a virgin nowadays makes you special. It's like being a unicorn"